Constant criticisms and picking out every little mistake.
It gets old.
I want you guys to understand that I'm not obliged to do this, to try and balance university, job, family and friends, with constantly uploading/making videos. Especially, when I feel that no matter what I do, it's not appreciated by alot of people.
I look at other YouTubers, who all make friends with each other and promote themselves on their channels. All they supply is a constant level of fakeness and telling people what they want to hear, abiding by the certain "i'm so funny/smiley" attitude.
I always tried to stay out of that game, the whole promoting of other people and not being true to who you are. This "game playing" attitude, only be-friending people due to their subscriber count. Nah, not into it.
However, I must say, it works out pretty well for most of them.
Anyways, what I'm trying to say is. I think I'm going to put YouTube on hold for awhile. I'm not sure how long yet, but whenever I get my passion/want back for recording videos. I'll be back.