Bye YouTube.

Okay, so I have to admit YouTube has been getting to me lately. Unlike other YouTubers eg. Beauty Gurus etcetc. I don't receive anything from putting up videos on YouTube, literally nothing. I put in so much effort in my videos just because I want to do it for you guys, because of the support. However, it gets to the stage when I feel that I put in too much effort for what I get in return.

Constant criticisms and picking out every little mistake.

It gets old.

I want you guys to understand that I'm not obliged to do this, to try and balance university, job, family and friends, with constantly uploading/making videos. Especially, when I feel that no matter what I do, it's not appreciated by alot of people.

I look at other YouTubers, who all make friends with each other and promote themselves on their channels. All they supply is a constant level of fakeness and telling people what they want to hear, abiding by the certain "i'm so funny/smiley" attitude.

I always tried to stay out of that game, the whole promoting of other people and not being true to who you are. This "game playing" attitude, only be-friending people due to their subscriber count. Nah, not into it.

However, I must say, it works out pretty well for most of them.

Anyways, what I'm trying to say is. I think I'm going to put YouTube on hold for awhile. I'm not sure how long yet, but whenever I get my passion/want back for recording videos. I'll be back.

Bye YouTube.